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i hate california…

i really really made an effort to fit in and get used to it here but i really hate it.  i came to the realization yesterday that the state religion of california, or at least orange county, should be solipsism.    i told my mom that each person in california seems to be enclosed in their own bubble and have no notion of anyone or anything outside of that bubble.  i hate it!

i’m from the midwest, as i’ve made clear in other posts.  people, for the most part, just aren’t like that in the midwest.  if someone is coming in the building behind you, you hold the door.  if you bump into someone, you say excuse me.  hell, if you’re making a right turn, you use your fucking signal!

i’m not stupid enough to say that no one is rude or inconsiderate in illinois but here in california it’s a life style.

the anger swells in my chest on a daily basis….so much so that i feel like i’m slowly wiping days off of the end of my life dealing with this crap.

i hate california…no amount of sunny weather makes it worth living here.

oh…get new glasses today.  you can see the deep depression and stress in my face.

new red glasses....and i hate california

chile quake and other weekend stuff…

wow…things have just been crazy in the last couple of weeks; both man made and natural occurrences.

early this morning there was an 8.8 earthquake in chile and a week or so ago a 6.9 quake off of japan.

we saw a professor in alabama shoot and kill 3 professors and wound 3 others and a man shoot and wound two middle school children in littleton, colorado .

natural disasters, while horrific, are just that – natural.  it is the way of the earth and you cannot stop them.  countries prepare as best as they can.  unlike haiti, apparently chile has rather strict building codes because they are in an earthquake zone.  they have already said that any building found not to be built to code would result in the owner or builder being prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law.

the shootings on the other hand are horrific and entirely preventable.  i am constantly amazed at our lax gun laws within the united states.  i understand that our constitution rather ambiguously talks about gun ownership.  i have no doubt in my mind that if the founding fathers were alive today, they would not have intended for the the constitution to be interpreted in this way.

the nra would like for you to believe that more guns are a better thing.  if everyone is armed no one will hurt anyone else.  i think it’s bullshit.  absolute bullshit.  unless you are a hunter, law enforcement or military you have no need for a weapon.  me having a gun in my house would NOT make me safer.  as a matter of fact, i would be less safe.  there is the possibility that my child could be hurt by the gun or if there ever was an intruder, that they gun would be turned on me.

i heard the nra say repeatedly, after the virginia tech shooting rampage, that if the students and teachers had been allowed to carry weapons on campus that they would have been safer since they could have taken out the shooter.  that’s a huge maybe there.  who knows if they could have gotten to the shooter.  how would they have known who it was if everyone around them is armed…it could have been anyone.  and once you begin shooting…why should the guy next to you trust your word now?  it would be absolute chaos.

i think the whole gun thing has gotten out of hand.  and now that obama is in office, the crazies have come out of the wood work.  americans are flocking to buy guns and stock up on ammunition.  i say with a totally strait face…these people are crazy!  if these people honestly believe that obama is leading us to a fascist, socialist state they are cuckoo.  there are plenty of laws in place and certainly many people within the government that would stop that from happening.  though i guess it is questionable when you think about the fact that most of those people stood aside and let bush/cheney rape and pillage the laws of our land.

i won’t go on any longer…you get my point.  i’m a gun safety person rather than a gun rights person.  that’s it…it won’t change.

the day seems to have been wasted really.  my husband and i did our chiropractor this morning after breakfast at ihop.  he then had to go to work (he’s still there 7 hours later!) and i headed home.

a friend was supposed to come down from LA and deliver the girl scout cookies i ordered from his daughter.  i waited until around 11.30 to text and find out if he was still coming.  he said he was.  i waited until 12.50 and then headed over to the spectrum where would we be meeting.  i assumed that was enough time.  turns out he wasn’t even walking out the door until then.  bummer.  i had already told the boys we would do something this afternoon after i was done meeting him.  so, he turned around and went back home.  that’s why i like plans a bit more concrete….

that’s saturday so far.  we’ll see what happens this evening!

not so much to talk about…

i really wanted to do the 365 day blog challenge but i’ve realized that my life is just boring!  day after day of shannon’s boring life is not really a great blog – just  being honest!

this week was REALLY slow since i was addicted and unable to stop reading the sookie stackhouse novels by charlaine harris.  to tell you just how addicted i was i still haven’t watched my dvr’ed shows for the whole of last week and anyone who knows me will tell you that i am usually up bright an early friday morning to watch grey’s.

thomas was home sick monday, tuesday and wednesday and then both of them were off friday and will be off monday for the presidents’ day holiday.

it was a pretty uneventful week.  i went to the chiropractor on tuesday but didn’t feel like going on thursday.  i’ve been down lately…really down about a number of things and that makes me not want to leave the house.

i don’t like california other than for the weather.  this area is so shallow and people are pretty impatient and can be pretty rude on the road.  i’ve never seen so much tailgating and cutting off and i drove in europe!  i want to make some real friends but i don’t belong to the gorgeous set.

that pretty much sums up the whole week.  boring and down.

my saturday…

i love the idea of listing those things that i’m grateful for but i don’t want to make it an everyday thing. first of all it will be hard to be original and secondly it would probably get boring for the 2 other people that look at my blog. so i’ll add some of those things now and then amongst my other ravings.

today…i’m grateful for my mom who sews and who made me an awesome apron for christmas. (it came a bit late but that’s ok.) i’m a messy cook…a really really messy cook. i probably splash or splatter on myself everytime i cook. maybe that just means i’m really involved in it but none the less…i’m always a mess. the apron covers me enough that i don’t have to worry. i love the pockets too. i keep my blackberry in the pocket and usually a towel since it never stays on my shoulder.

what was the rest of my saturday like?

i have been down lately. california living can be stressful. it’s ridiculously expensive here. even groceries are more expensive. taxes are outrageous. home prices are outrageous. some days i just don’t know if sunshine and warm weather is enough to make up for the constant gouging of our budget.

finding out that jersey shore was renewed for another season didn’t help my mood. this show is pure trash as are the people on it. do they aspire to new lows? i’m a self-confessed tv addict. i watch often and i watch a variety of shows. but this…garbage…is disgusting. i rather be subjected to bill o’leilly than have to watch this stuff. people who know me know that that is saying something. i won’t say anymore as anything else would just be further insults to these sub-humans.

i was cheered up after watching a rerun of obama’s crushing of republicans friday. for republicans to say that they won this debate in anyway is a joke. they spent the meeting, for the most part, trying to score points. as the president said to jeb hensarling, his “question” was basically a soliloquy of talking points. few of the questions posed to the president seemed to be actual questions. they seemed to be framed as talking points which would score points with the base and then any answer after that didn’t really matter. i wish that the president’s message would resonate, especially with the average voter at home but i’m afraid with the 24 hour news cycle that is afraid to call a spade a spade, it won’t.

speaking of the news cycles…i’m so frustrated with the trend of the last decade or even two decades. this incessant need to be “fair”. this isn’t a bad idea…just watch fox and their supposed fair and balanced reporting. but fair doesn’t mean that both sides are correct. if a news organization truly wanted to be fair you should look at the issue and report the truth. don’t give both sides a fair shake if it isn’t warranted. if one side has lied or bent the truth or don’t something wrong, you don’t need to give them a fair shake. they were wrong…say that they’re wrong! don’t try and find something wrong on the other side to compare. just report the news. argh!

michael and i saw ‘legion’ today. i love paul bettany and he was in top physical form for this movie. wow! however, the movie itself was a let down. the trailers made it seems as if it was a high action movie but in reality there was very little. the story line could have been good but it was disappointing. i think they left it open for some sort of sequel too. we’ll see.

i’ve been feeling dizzy lately…maybe it’s an inner ear thing. i’m not sure. i was just sitting on the couch watching tv and all of the sudden…i was feeling dizzy. i think if i had been standing i would have starting listing to the right. it happens quiet a bit. the dr. told me on wednesday that this crazy ear thing that i keep having (swelling and pain of the whole ear and sometimes right side of my head) my be relapsing polychondritis and after looking that up, it says that it could affect the inner ear.

mom’s day…

today, 67 years ago, my mom was born. if i remember the story correctly, it was during a blizzard and the doctor couldn’t make it to the house. my grandmother must have been a trooper…i’m sure it was as natural as natural could be!

i hope she had a great day. she’s been working really hard to stay with my uncle in the hospital day to day. it’s a long, stressful haul and she’s been there every day. she took today off for her birthday (her husband took her spot) and spent the day doing laundry instead. that’s mom!

as far as california went…rain again. it was another dreary day with a ton of rain! my poor hydrangeas are in a permanent puddle i think. there is really no where for the water to go! the weather said 100% rain for thursday 90% overnight and 70% for friday.

i guess it’s not so much the rain that has me down…it may just be the time of year. my mood is dreary. i could crawl into bed and stay there for days!